Read the story of a mother's journey following the tragic death of her son. On October 22, 2006, Nancy Collins' son Derek died. Her "normal" existence vanished. Her life's direction abruptly changed. Ms. Collins gives a poignant memoir of her son's tragic death and her own personal struggle with major depressive disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, and suicide. What develops is an informative account that provides support to others who may be experiencing the challenges and feelings of powerlessness and despair after the death of a loved one, along with good advice for those dealing with individuals who have just experienced the death of someone close to them.